Breekochip((:

2009-04-07T18:13:00.003+08:00

Hola! Buenos tardes!

Hmmmmm .. 2 more weeks and its the start of school AGAIN.
Tell me about it! I haven't enjoyed enough( i think)! I've been stuck at home for the past month and now,
I HAVE GOT A FIELD OF MUSHROOMS!!!
Totally rotten away at home, but well, its real nice to rot once in a while.
my body clock have also gone hay wire. Now i have been sleeping at 6 and waking up at 2. I guess ive been trying really hard to hid away from the sun, BUT, im still darker than my lil brother. How unfair.

Feel so lethargic. In less than 15 minutes my tutor would be coming.

Although, i may have been rotting at home, there are some good stuff that i have reaped through the holidays((:
1. my new lappy
2. a new friend
3. endless hours of gaming, mangaing, animeing..
4. some knowlegde in the spanish((:

Loved((:

2008-12-15T23:36:00.009+08:00

2008-11-19T19:28:00.003+08:00

The going to school routine has finally kicked in full time and time rushes by in a blur. mid semester is nearing and there are projects, assignments and tutorials to complete. Wonderful isn't it! Anyways Rachel should now be at Taiwan spending her holidays while ill be here in SCHOOL. How nice.
Aslina's getting married and she lets me and Faezah be her bride's maid((: Sweet. She's now enjoying the very little time she have before she get married hahahs it'll be fun.
Ive 3 tests this week and now im still left with 2. My tutor has exams which is worst, BUT, he'll have his holidays earlier than me. I miss school holidays.. seriously. The weather is horrible to me, colds and heats. Now ive finally caught a flu.
brrrrr.. im gonna try study now((:
loved

2008-10-22T23:07:00.002+08:00

Its been three days since school starts. Ive got my timetables all set for Semester 2. Hahahas.. this time, the schedules are more regular and classes starts mostly at 9am while the latest ends at 7. Ive got entrepreneur stuff for CDS.
Ive had OC2 lab today and my first CSAS2 lesson. CSAS2 is all about public speaking and Orals, so we had a head start with impromtue speeches. i was 3rd down the list and when i went out to present i was so nervous my face turned pink. Its not about the mistakes i made that im embarressed but the blushing. Even the thinking of it make me feel embarresed.Even faezah was surprised when she saw my face. Hahas why snt the skin on my face thicker?? I so wish to have a mask to hide behind.
The back to school thing has been putting stress on me and i dont have enough sleep. Hahas totally missing holidays and all already. I hope i can survive this Sem((:
loved

2008-10-08T16:12:00.004+08:00

School will reopen th following week hahas and so far i have not prepared any uniforms for skl. So far ive got one from Zara. But thats real pathetic hahas but whats most crucial now is toget myself a bag. I dont want to carry that renoma bag!!
One thing about holidays is that you have no i dea of the no of days that have passed by hahas. I couldnt believe that i have so little time left to play hahas. Ive got myself two books this holiday and ive managed to finish one so far hahas.
When i checked on my hamsters yesterday, i found that its size have been greatly reduced fro 20+ to 3. Its sad but i got what i wanted hahas so from now on ill be able to care for them hahas.
Some times you dont want to wake up from dreams, cause when you wake, you see reality.
its raining today and im caught inbetween .one side of my place is raining while the other is sunny. hahas such contradictions((:
Loved

2008-09-11T02:09:00.004+08:00

Im now having my september school holidays. hahahs this holiday us just so important.. life in poly is just so hactic and theres just not enough time for anything. The daily life would be like... rush to lecture then tutorial then rush again for lunch, chiong homework.. prepare for exam.. hahahs
I din expect poly life to be like that before, but too late, im in poly already..
i just check on my Semestral exam results and im so glad that i made it to Sem 2. Wagagagaa cause i din really do well during the semester's tutorials and quizess. Loads of my class mates expected me to fail and go for supp paper. hahas i was so looked down upon. But it was a nice surprise for me((:
Ok so here's some pictures of my class mates((:

Oh yar i went to a sale on expo the other day and i saw size E cup bra... woo thats damn big... See!! its as big as my palm... wooo im such a perv. wagagaga

loved

2008-06-24T01:04:00.003+08:00

Booo!! skl's reopened and its the start of the new term.
We started off With CSAS for our first lesson. An we received my term test paper and my teacher told me off for making so much careless mistakes hahahs..
After that went to KFC for lunch. Shrooms lunch. One thing to comment!! the shrooms burger is so tiny!!! its like 4 mouth fulls. made a mess eating that today... hahhas i filled it with mash potato hahahs
Had lab and finally went for JCG to do some drawing...
hahhas the people there are seriously weird and it really takes lots of time to get used to them. But its nice that they remember names hahahs. One bunch of weirdos.. hahas
Going for gyoza making on saturday.
Loved

2008-05-19T20:19:00.004+08:00

Booo!! Had quite a day yesterday:)) First thing in the morning was to drop over at al le shan to do some Funeral stuff for my uncle. The who family turned up and i went to my dear cousins and had a great talk abt skl. After that, we headed to this restaurant at near Jurong Bird Park for lunch. It was a Jap and Indonesian restaurant. Ordered a whole lot of food. Had curry fish and those jap tofu... The food there was great:)) After that, we met up again in the evening to celebrate a belated happy mother's day plus Birthday for popo way at the a restaurant at the Mt Faber. It was a steam boat dinner with two different soup bases, herbal chicken and Tom yam. Its interesting that me and my parents have visited the place a whole lot of times and we we din even tried the tom yam. But compared to the sinky smell we knew tom yam has, it turned out ok when we tried it. Okok It was super spicy... it was really a challenge. We werent supposed to eat beef as said by my grand father, but he din know that the whole table of us were eyeing on the small pile of beef at the dish. SO when he left the table, we dumped the whole pile of beef in the soups and all of us stood up to prepare to fish up the beef when it was cooked and the dish that held the beef was hidden away from my grand pa.

Anyway after the steamboat, we brought up the cake and went celebrating. I took quite some pictures, yup i was tease for taking so many.. so ill load them up here:))
loved:))

2008-05-08T20:21:00.002+08:00

Its bee three week into the course and so far things have been going on quite well. The people there are real nice. Thank goodness:)) Some of the lecturers are super funny while tutors are well, good. They have high expectations on us and for my OC subject the deputy director is in charge of us. Booo!!! we got a nice scolding from him on our first lesson for punctuality. Now im currently in to CCA hunting, its hard to find one here. Im so not going to go back into and anyway. Yup... Got a new clique here and its real nice.
Went to Upetgamart ytd for a visit and to buy food too.. Pommy's given birth and this time she have 4 puppies compared to the previous 2. Hahas so happy for her. Went i visited over there ah tai gave me a big hug:)) so Sweet right!!! hahas bathed for them too phew are they stink. Hahahas.
Today's lesson ended at 6pm. Late isnt it!! yar!! itll be way worst tml.. lessons will end at 7pm and after that i have piano.. could things be any better??
hahhas
loved

2008-04-21T14:49:00.000+08:00

boooooo today's the first day of skl..

the end:))

loved.

2008-01-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

results this year:
English B4
Chinese C6
Emaths A2
Amaths B4
Combine science B3
Combine humanities B3

hahahs now you see why i hate chinese:)) plans to go to Ngee ann to take the chem engineering course. hahhs geeee i hope ill like that course:))
loved

2008-01-11T14:46:00.000+08:00

Fang's the best after all. Woke up at like 1pm today and ive got 3 messages from her asking if im ok. Hahhas she's still as sweet as before.. then gave her a call and she called me a pig.
fang promised to pay me a lil visit at my work place tml hahhs and she went planning how to convince the manager that she's a customer wagagaga.So sweet
Sha's comming back in like 4 days time hahas cant wait to see her and fang's leaving in 3 days time. Wooots i feel like im under baby sitting hahahs:))
There's an agent over at my house now hahhs... got to pack my room:))))

loved

2008-01-10T23:33:00.000+08:00

Its been so long, ive been working at the shop for like almost 2 months. Seriously i learned alot from the shop and its been like part of my life already. It may be tough but at least i learned to like it the way it is. The people are nice, they care and taught me loads of stuff that i wont get in skl. i plan to work there till the end of feb.
I just relieved myself off a huge burden today. Ive got back my freedom and my status.
Im sorry for what happen today but I wish all the best to you cause youre really very nice. I treassure our friendship, do cheer up babe:) Thanks

Loved

2008-01-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hie precious!
I still dunno what to blog about so.. a joke sounds like a nice idea..
wagagaga.

Ralph came home drunk one night, slid into bed beside his sleeping wife, and fell into a deep slumber.
He awoke before the Pearly Gates, where St.Peter said, "You died in your sleep, Ralph."
Ralph was stunned. "I'm dead? No, I can't be! I've got too much to live for. Send me back!"
St. Peter said, "I'm sorry, but there's only one way you can go back, and that is as a chicken."
Ralph was devastated, but begged St. Peter to send him to a farm near his home. The next thing he knew, he was covered with feathers, clucking, and pecking the ground.

A rooster strolled past "So, you're the new hen, huh? How's your first day here?"
"Not bad," replied Ralph the hen, "but I have this strange feeling inside. Like
I'm gonna explode!"
"You're ovulating," explained the rooster. "Don't tell me you've never laid an egg before?"
"Never," said Ralph.
"Well, just relax and let it happen," says the rooster. "It's no big deal."
Ralph did, and a few uncomfortable seconds later, out popped an egg!
Ralph was overcome with emotion as he experienced motherhood. He soon laid another egg -- his joy was overwhelming.

As he was about to lay his third egg, he felt a smack on the back of his head, and heard his wife shout....."Dammit, Ralph! Wake up. You're shitting in the bed!"

:))

2008-01-04T20:19:00.000+08:00

Hie Precious

I have been working in the shop for 13 days in a row. And today I got my off day! see im so hardworking :))

i miss fang..

i dunno what to blog already :))
ill update soon

Loved

2007-12-06T22:44:00.000+08:00

Like fishes

they went along with the waves

to places so far and wide

the rock stays lies at the bottom

ummoving, in total darkness.

2007-12-05T23:21:00.000+08:00

hie precious:}}

i dont know where to start, but one thing that i can say is that im super tied up.Anyway, i had a hair cut on my bd hahs. its super short but its nice, to me at least hhas

The company let me off three hours earlier that day. oh yar, there's a new stuff that day, called xiao yang. Wagagaga later that day, i went to expo and found myself a skirt hahas miss the feel of wearing a skirt. come to think of it, i havent worn one for like a month. Woots hahs. Bought my cake at bread talk and its total crap, but i love the chocolate though ahahs:))

Anyway ah tai peed on my leg hahs the whole incident was so funny though hahas.

pommy loves me hahahs she lets me touch her kids hahs, nice progress isnt it:}}

Momo's still playful as ever, he's my boy friend at my work place, here he is!! gagagagaa....

hahas in my job, i found out men and women shouldnt be equal at all. hahas thats what i seriously learned. hhahs i stick to my cleaning and ill leave those guys with those moving. hhahas 20kg bags are too much for me. hahs

ok this is ah tai, he waits at the door for us to bring him out to pee hahs

ok thats all for now, im seriously tired hahahs
loved

2007-11-26T23:44:00.000+08:00

ill bring that dream to reality

2007-11-23T00:37:00.000+08:00

Wooooots i just went viewing and stuff and i notice mine is the freaking stranges and most depressing one to read. wakakaks ok ill do nothing abt it:))
loved

2007-11-23T00:32:00.000+08:00

I just want to be there for her, always.

loved

2007-11-22T00:56:00.001+08:00

In those photos i see myself grinning with those ppl near me.
But i dont know who they are.
Who are they, why am i smilling with them?
Did i know them?
Where have i met them?
i dont know
i really dont know
who am i?

2007-11-22T00:02:00.000+08:00

Looking at them, i cant help but think about my life.

Monotonous and so strange.

I dont know what i want

i just dont get it

i want attention but yet im afraid of it

i want ppl to understand me,

but i hate it when ppl understand me

What do i want?

I reall dont know

2007-11-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

Every morning she wishes for strength to keep moving on

she knows she has to prove them wrong but its never as easy a song

so what should she do and what must she do for she's still so lost right now

She hopes for strength to move on with it

Just to finally walk out of it

2007-11-20T23:33:00.001+08:00

She wants to prove them all

that she can depend on herself

give her time

she will hold on

2007-11-20T23:28:00.000+08:00

You see the pain that lies in her eyes,

But, alas, her eyes are dry,

She won't cry.

No, she won't cry.

You see the anger that burns from her gaze,

The madness that sets her eyes ablaze,

She won't cry.

No, she won't cry.

You see the fear that closes her eyes,

The smile she wears is but a disguise,

She won't cry.

No, she won't cry.

You see the hope that is finally dead,

She cannot trust for her heart has been bled,

She won't cry.

No, she won't cry.

You see the love that lies within,

But she shall never love again,

She won't cry.

No, she won't cry.

You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes,

No one saw her die inside,

They won't cry.

No, they won't cry.

2007-11-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

At Bugis last week , really enjoyed her company:))

2007-11-20T01:12:00.000+08:00

When she thought she could finally remove her mask

she got hurt all again

So her mask is right back on

to protect her from the pain

from all the horrible memories and strings of lies that was her past

she only hope to move on with life

but she was brought right back to the past

So now her mask is right back on

And it would be just like that

She wouldnt hope, she wouldnt wish

for that just what she is

2007-11-20T00:52:00.000+08:00

Like she said lifes jsut like a bed of roses

you would get pricked by the thorn
but is it her or is it that live's just a nettle bush
Where nothing seems right
thorns, thorns and more of it for thats all she could see

Like time which stops for no one,

she knew she had to move on

wave after wave of thorns pricked her throughout

Bleeding and shedding silent tears
The hurt that never ends

maybe one day she would carry the worlds sorrows and dissapear from the surface of the earth forever.

Maybe by then the world would be a better place to live in

2007-11-18T23:36:00.000+08:00

Storms will end, skies will clear and the place would warm.

She cant live without help.

Ever breakable she is.

When would the next storm come?

will she be able to take it?

will it be worst?

2007-11-17T22:50:00.000+08:00

She was a queen

willing to go all out to prove her worth.

the time came she went to the real world

life was hard but she stood

standing her ground she felt things were in full control

but weather's ever unpredictable.

the storm came and she was alone without any help.

left there in the cold

she realised how weak she really was.

torn between the worlds

she was in total chaos

2007-11-16T00:59:00.000+08:00

Going our seperate ways

would they even meet again?

She's not sure.

She was taught not to hope for too much

she learned not to trust

so much disapointments

All she know is that

she's lost

she's scared

2007-11-15T23:20:00.000+08:00

Hie precious:))

ive found one new gem recently and im sticking to it like a leech hahs. hahas love it to bits, giving me my daily doze of jokes and its freaking entertaining.

hahahs ok this is the feed..

ive found myself a partime job working as a petshop assitant.

On the first day i really cried, my muscles are all soar and my heels bled. Poor me. It was a Saturday then and it was so busy with ppl. With it being my first day, i was totally frightened of it. I was totally depressed thanks to it, im ok by the time i sleep.

Hahahs im now in the 6th day into the job and its going on fine now and thanks to it again:))But yet again, i cant escape the fact that i reek of the pet shop's odour.Brrrrrrrrrrr....

things i do in the shop:

1. Clean

2. serve customers

Ok im so freaking sad to say i feel this is like totally an order of cheap labour. HAHAHAs but the ppl there are quite nice actually. hahs they had a steamboat in the office for lunch ytd.

OH yar there's this lil dog in the shop which hates me like big time, she bit me ytd and now that spot is like blue black. Haahhaas but come to think of it, which dog doesnt bite.hahas..

Some customers are really strange and some are difficult to andle but thanks again, i have a good superior:)))

things i learn there:

1. how to sweep the floor

2. how to mop

3. how to talk to total strangers without flinching

4. how to clean poop and pee(before i even run away)

See!! i DID benifitted in some way:))

okok yar i forgot to write, totally love Naqiyah hahaas. One month before the exams, she accompanied me like daily to airport to study and it was like till 8 pm. Hahahahas it was really fun and productive studying with her. Hahahaas and we studied at her place. Hahahs all partially for my Mp3 hahs she looooves "Gimme more" haahahs. Wagagagasshe gave me books too!!! hhhas but the contants i shall not say hahhas..This was taken during one of our group/class studies after studing in the airport:))

Hahahs anyway, tml im going with ShaSha to bugis for some top ups to my wardrobe:) totally love the smell of new clothes:))

Fangs still stuck at home, but im so freaking jealous!!! She still get paid just sitting at home and the pay is like 10 bucks!!! Im freaking jealous.

hahhahs someone tells me to stop already hahahs..

Loved

2007-11-05T11:31:00.000+08:00

Hie Precious,

its been so long and finally its comming to an end. Anyway, i daresay that ive been so hard working in almost everything:)))

Frankly speaking, i think this exam is pretty easy compared to last year. I think i Shouldnt compare cause i entered the hall knowing its doomed last year.

hahahs cant wait to have quality time on my own:))

hahsh ill update soon:D
Loved

ME DOG!

2007-10-30T11:17:00.001+08:00

What Breed of Dog Are You?

My Result: Bernese Mountain Dog

No bones about it, you're a good-hearted, people-loving Bernese Mountain Dog. Down-to-earth and loyal, no one works or plays harder than you do. You put your nose to the grindstone when it really counts, but you never neglect your social calendar. Simultaneously strong and sweet, you're very tuned-in to the feelings and needs of the other dogs you run with. Without having to be asked, you always have a helping paw to lend and a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. "Communication" is your middle name, and when that's paired with your unswerving devotion, you get a breed that everyone respects and trusts. Woof!

:))) he's right

2007-10-25T19:21:00.001+08:00

What's Your Nightmare Career?

My Result: Telemarketer

Does the very though of an impromptu speech make you sweat? Avoid making calls to strangers at all costs? Then it's no surprise that telemarketing would be your absolute career nightmare. Harassing people while they eat dinner, selling things they don't need, and asking if they would mind "answering a couple of questions"? No, thanks. You'd rather be mute.
When it comes to the workplace, making a big scene isn't exactly your forte. Instead, your perfect job would be the kind that taps into your introverted brilliance. You enjoy the opportunity to figure things out on your own. And while you sometimes enjoy working as a team, you really thrive when your gears are grinding, your mind is working, and it's all done low-key. Being on stage isn't your ultimate goal — so step away from that call center — you've got better things in mind!

2007-10-13T00:15:00.000+08:00

Hie Precious!

Olevels cant be any nearer and yes! im so freaking nervous hahhs... absenty rate in class is so high just today, only 15 students turn up.. 15 of the 70 plus students in my cohort. only 3 girls including me.. pathetic.

Ive really got to be some sort of a study hollic now... i know im not suppose to be here now... okok one lastest update to show that im alive:)

Wish me luck!!
ill come in again some time later:))

2007-08-31T11:22:00.000+08:00

Just finished doing those templates stuff. haaaaaaaaah..... No errors!! Guess my blog'll turn up nicer hahahs.
Anyway, my prelims start next week and Practical would be the following week. Wonder if ive prepared enough though. THe teachers for maths are all adding extra lessons to cover up the last two chapters. They practically sqash both chapters into a 2hrs lesson, which is totally and absolutely insane. Science would be YET another disaster. Ive got to do loads of work to straighten all those mess.
Whooo im dead

2007-08-17T15:10:00.000+08:00

Hie Precious:))
Just came back from the Temple. My mum bought loads of food for him today ant those food are ultra delicious! all from Amoy Street. It was difficult on concentrating with those food there. Gooodness!im sooo greedy but no one can really resist the temptations though(comforts myself). That Boy's tablet is still there and his removal date have been extended till 10th Octodber. Weird. The girl's one have been removed already. But the background music cant be any creepier. Cant imagine going there at nightfall.
Good thing its raining today,i cant tolerate another hot day:) It just feels so weird to be in school today to add on to it, im here far tooo early for lessons. Lessons start at 4pm and im here at 2:45pm. hmmm...But shouldnt be happy too early, ill have lessons till 8pm!!! I think ill reach popo's house later at 9 plus.... creepy.
Am I suppose to spend my time writing this stuff here or what?!!! I want to sleep!!! oh yar! SLEEP!!
TOONy loved

2007-08-15T11:08:00.000+08:00

Hie Precious:))
im currently in school. feel so blue today, this really suck. Anyway lessons were normal, so normal infact that its boring me down.
so hungry got to goo!!!

2007-08-01T21:28:00.000+08:00

Hie Precious:)
Just got back, finally!!! Naqiyah fanally returns to school!! she's have had an on off fever. Filzah left the halfway through the lessons for a dental appointment and Sharifah is absent today cause she's got sighness attack AGAIN.hmm what's wrong, why are ppl all falling sick so often??
Amaths and English lessons today are the best. The compo i did wasnt bad too, for the argumentative and narrative. Illyasa finally touched binomial and differentiation. Best of all i didnt get lost at all!
argh sooo tired...
loved

2007-07-31T11:11:00.000+08:00

HIE Priecious!!!
Now im having a recess at skl... Mr chek was looking for me and fang just now hahahs. We just came back from Physics practical and we did the reflection and refraction thing. It was easy but it was really a mess for some others. Especially Eugene, he was drawing all three diagrams on a singal sheet of paper.So at the end, it looks more like a piece of abstract rather than a diagram. took pity on him when i saw the lecture he got from CHek. Oh yar, Fang's mum cooked a set for me today!!! Fried rice with loads of veggies:))) its nice you know, even for a canivorous like me:))
Actually thought of wearing an all white outfit to skl today but i didnt and luckily i didnt, or ill dress exactly the same as JOshen. Owwww basic instinct!! saved me my face today.Phewww
update later:))))
loved!

2007-07-28T16:44:00.000+08:00

Hie Precious:)
its rainy today and i love it this way. Just came back from lessons and im going out yet again for ome light shopping. Argh at least its better than nothing.
i ouldnt believe my utterly horrible luck just now. I was asking my mum if my yellow top look nice and just as i was about to take a sit on the bed beside her, my ever-irritating lil bro came running and "chop" the place with his hand. Wah he screamed and guess what bitchy thing happened! * note that i wasnt aware of it in the firt place* he screamed his head off and accused me of sitting on his hand. No dear mummy's off scolding me for sitting on his hand. ARGHHH...
I GOT ACCUSED FOR SITTING! cant stand it...
now mummy's giving me cold shoulder..
loved

2007-07-27T15:08:00.000+08:00

Hie Precious,
Havent been updating this stuff for quite sometime. Anyway, O levels cant be anymore further now. 80 plus days before it comes. But one thing that makes me worry most is that i dont seem to be able to concentrate well and for that im really afraid, I cant fail this time round... i just cant fail.

Anyway, just fount this from someone's blog:)) its quite nice therefore wrote it all down here, see how caring i am! hahahs just read it...

One day I decided to quit...I

quit my studies, my relationship, my spirituality...

I wanted to quit my life.

I went to the woods to have one last talk with God.

"God," I said. "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?"

His answer surprised me...

"Look around", He said.

"Do you see the fern and the bamboo?"

"Yes," I replied.

"When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds,I took very good care of them.

I gave them light. I gave them water.

The fern quickly grew from the earth.Its brilliant green covered the floor.

Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed.

But I did not quit on the bamboo.

In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful.

And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed.

But I did not quit on the bamboo.

He said."In the third year, there was still nothing from the bamboo seed.

But I would not quit.

In the fourth year, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed.

"I would not quit." He said.

"Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth.

Compared to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant...

But just 6 months later the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall.

It had spent the five years growing roots.

Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive.

I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle."

He said to me.

"Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots"

"I would not quit on the bamboo. I will never quit on you."

"Don't compare yourself to others." He said.

"The bamboo had a different purpose than the fern.Yet, they both make the forest beautiful."

"Your time will come", God said to me.

"You will rise high!"

"How high should I rise?" I asked.

"How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return.

"As high as it can?" I questioned.

"Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising as high as you can."

I left the forest and bring back this story.

I hope these words can help you see that God will never give up on you.

He will never give up on you.

Never regret a day in your life.

Good days give you happiness;

Bad days give you experiences;

Both are essential to life.Keep going...

Hahahahs that's nice isnt it!

Few weeks ago she was talking to meover the phone, filling me up with happenings in her life. I was happy and contented, feeling that she's finally return. She told me to accept 'her' in our group, i agreed, but i knew it wont work for me.

Now her friend joined us everytime. i didnt like it, but i wont tell it, i dont want to upset anyone. This continued.. She behaved as usual, but i knew it wasnt she wasnt the girl i use to know. But who will care of what i think!

Anyway, even if she returned, i wouldnt be sure if i can accept it. So i let is go on... no one will stop for me and that i know. Therefore i will continue with my play.. as usual. At least some one knows what i think, and for that im happy and contented. For, I may not have the world, but a part of it is good enough for me:)

loved:)

2007-07-08T10:14:00.000+08:00

Hie precious,
my uncle's life was claimed early yesterday morning. He had collided with another vehicle some where in CTE between yio chu kang and ang mo kio. Yesterday we attended his funeral, compared to the other funeral next to us, ours is a quiet and sad one. Didnt know Da Jiu Jiu had so litle friends.
If i cant control you, no one will.
If i cant gain your respect, i never will.
loved

2007-06-18T12:05:00.000+08:00

Hie Precious!!!
im finally back froom that malaysian trip. it was sort of good actually for itdid manage to get me to totally forget of my life in Singapore. HAHAsit sure is good in that. Gannys and Grand pa came with us.Not really good though. My granny can be super duper annoying at times. Sometime she thought that ppl dont have their senses and need others to remind them how cold it is. She went practically nagging us to wear our jackets, thinking its toooooo cold and we need it. I always wanted to tell her to mind her own business fo i have my senses.
The journey back was nice.i love the skies in Malaysia, they are so stary:)))
oh i still have one week offf!!!! love it to bits.
A piece of her

2007-06-12T12:03:00.000+08:00

Hie Precious!!
exams are finally over and the holidays are FINALLY here!!! Tomorrow we're going to GENTIN!!!! hahahs i wonder what it like:))) iheard that it will be very very cold there, but most of all i hope ill not be a let down, ill be at the First worldhotel phewww... wonder what its like!
my Lil bro is so anxious and he's been bugging me all day long. loveit and hate it hahas.
hmm, got to pack my stuff now!!! later im goign to return my boos to the library..
i sure am nervous!!!

2007-06-06T22:01:00.000+08:00

Hie Precious!!
3 Down and 3 more to go:)) hahahs ... half the battle won already:))
hmm went with Naq to Macdonalds to study and im ultra productive you know!!!! I did like a total of pages!!! woow!!!
Macdonalds is the best best best best bestest place for study. Anyway, im tooooo tired now...got to go:)))
loved

2007-06-05T11:22:00.000+08:00

HIe Precious!!!
Ive just finished my Physics paper! TWO DOWN!!! one more to go. The Chem paper misght be hard. grrr hope ill do well for it though:) PHysics and the MCQ paper have digested all my bread fast already and im starving!!
Cruelit is, the temparater here in the Library is FREAKING cold!!! hmm most importantly im warm at heart hahhhahs:DD
Rachel must be sleeping now, see! i think that woman will only rise at 12 pm or later.
Im so tired! i want to go home!!! not that im totally defeated in my Physics just that i feel total erm... now wanting to take exams.. Its C-O-L-D there!! and my butt aches for sitting on that hard chair for long hours. Bless me, i want to pass these two exams!!!
loved
Debster

2007-06-04T16:55:00.001+08:00

Hie Precious

ive just gone viewing other people's blogs for a while. Ive just learned, if there is chemistry between people, they'll stay together and get to talk to each other even if they have not seen each other for some time. But if you dont have that chemistry, fat hope in trying to talk to that person for her eyes will not look for you. SAD!!!

ive got some of my last last years photos, brings back some fond memories. Better than nothing i guess:))

wah la! this is me make up less. yup hahas. Took this during a trip to muar,Malaysia.hmmm quite tann... yar definitely.

The next one is just and definitely so me... lonely and whatever you think i am:))) hahas

ok ive got to go study for my science! ta ta!!!

2007-06-04T16:30:00.000+08:00

Hie Precious!!!
i just finished watching Fairy Topia from kids central.hahahs quite interesting.
I had Emaths mid years earlier today and it was PERRRRRRRRRRRfect:))) for both papers combined, i only skipped like 3 questions in all=good sign
Nicholas borrowed my calculator because he dont know how to use CHEK's calculator. I end up using Mr Chek's calculator and now ive brought it home, hahas. I dont know he ment to give it to me... hahahs hope it is! HahahasNicholas is still holding on to my calculator, hope he returns it to me tml. arghhhh.... he better return to me!!!
Tml ill have Physics and chemistry exam. ohhhhh.... I hope to do welll for it tml. BLESS ME!!!
loved!

2007-06-02T13:19:00.000+08:00

Hie Precious!!!
ive just finished my loong loong day at school and im freaking tired. Now im still in school specially to use the computer. Phewww....
Earlier this morning daddy gave me a lecture for not taking my exams seriously. hai...
I reached school a litter later than usual and the geog lesson has been extended for an hour. Didnt know that o have the patience to tolerate the boring singing of the teacher. i guess i will take 93 later, ill sleep in the journey. tooo letargic.
I CANT WAIT FOR THE MALAYSIAN TRIP!!!
a lil piece of him:))))
loved

2007-06-01T13:11:00.001+08:00

Hie Precious!
It was po po's birthday yesterday and we brought her to Golden mill for steam boat. The dinner was delicious. After that, we went up stairs to book tickets to go to Genting. SO SAD!!!Cameran highlands not available!!! grrrrrr.... what kind of logic is that!!!
We finalised on Gentin highlands and ive just checked up on the hotel we will stay. WTH it looks like a freaking playground! All colourful, feels so gross.Wth my once a year trip overseas seems to be ruined.They better have nice stuff to play there!!
At leat there's still someting that crops up my mind:)))
loved

2007-05-31T11:23:00.000+08:00

Hie Precious!
I had a GREAT time yesterday. I went to the concert at INNOVA and their playing was good, though they ended songs at weird places but over all it was good. Best of all i had my eyes fed and Sharifah was with me:))))
On that day, the schdule was a real tight one for i have Amaths. To make matters worst, m handphone went DEAD. i was so worried and I left that place during break for home. I exchange handphones and later left for IJC.I was running in my heels and heaven should be by my side, it didnt hurt much. There were no cabs so i took the bus, there was a jam but i think public tas have a way through things and when the other vehicles were crawling at snails pace, the bus was like crusing along. PHEW!i Reached Marilling to take a cab in, by then i was already late, 1850. I reached there and i went looking around. I should have remebered typical school general office stuff behviour. They though i knew the place so well and so fingered their way here and there. But i DID heard the word Library, thouh it was actually the music that led me.i went circling the perimeter of that enclosed hall to find my way in. After i actually got myself inside, next trouble was, WHERE IS SHARIFAH!!!place my heels made sooo much noise on the wooden floored hall. But she saw me, PHEW.i didnt know the conductor was like waiting for u late commers to snake our way through, iwas the last. By then, it was the chinese orchestra playing= interwal=i missed the Band's show. Lucky, there was anotherafter the break, i didnt miss that :)))
There was no drinks available unless we count those yogurt drinks, yuck! i would rather packet hot drinks.
By 1945, the band has assembled and Weilian could be clearly seen sitting in the frount while sanjoy was like too tall, sticking out in the group. They played really well! even sharifah felt it:)
they played some songs including, spiritedaway, PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN!!! oh oh oh , ill never for get, there was one particulat song they played making this lil roup of girls clapp their hands and thinking she could make he whole all do the same, she kept onclappin till she was the only one doing so, it was real loud. Babossa's monkey was the first think that came into my mind when i saw her. So weird but funny in a way!!
When the thing ended i went to Wei Lian to pay him and i realise, he looks really nice in that attire! it suited him sooo well. Black and Pink, hmmm good combination:))) later he guided us goondoos to the Mrt. When me and sha finally reached, we were like sooo hungry and thirsty, so we went to banquet for dinner. I drank up two cans and was bloated, while she head for a decent meal. hmmm how many times will you feel both contented and tired at the same time:))
At 2010, we headed home. I was like waiting for 15 minutes at the wrong bus lane and luckily, my bus didnt come, but i did feel like a fool hahahs:)))
by now, i think the spell has broken and my leg muscles is aching like helll!! Its so painful, cant imaging how i will climb the stairs up later. Bless me!!!!
loved:)))

2007-05-30T11:01:00.000+08:00

Hie Precious!
My my, should i say that luck is with me today? im now havein english lesson in the computer lab. now its BREAK!! therefore im using the comp, im a good student ok!!!
anyway my mum agreed to let me go for the concert thing. Im sort of ofrced to go because he paid for me already, i cant possibly turn him down after he did that right!!!
* sharifah brought Fang down, owww saved me with all the beatings:))))
Anyway, im considered real lucky, i didnt get many scoldings today. I love it today!!!! hope everything willgo on fine till the end of the day!!! Bless me!
I brought willy to school today, to calm my nerves.Yeah its really helping:)))))
My good luck charm..phewww!!!
loved

2007-05-29T14:32:00.000+08:00

Hie Precious!!!
Still in school and fang is helping me in my chem. Im so dead in sciencce!
There's a concert in Innova JC tml and i dont really feel like attending. I find it a waste of time, i mean it really is by nature:)) Why should i care about that senior!
Oh yar no one would know how long i waited for a turn with this computer. there's an empty sit near me and there's this person who kept saying someone is sitting there. I was like that person is cant just book sits like that! this is a first come first serve basis and if he cant get a sit for himself he's such a looser.
Class went on weel today, at least i didnt get scolded by Mr Chek or Mr Anthony. Good thing:D
Those Apples were hitting Eugene in class today with PVC strip.
*oww finally that looser came to claim his place....*

I have a great tempting for a prank calling now:) got to go!
loved

2007-05-28T17:38:00.000+08:00

Hie precious!!!
my oral is over and its simply horibble. ive got too nervous causing a lump in my throat making my pronouncing and articulating in a mess. I was like a train just now, maybe even a bullet train. Hahahas i didnt allow the teachers to speak that was their comments. But really who would like the teacher to speak! I have always been told to go on and on like a train so the teachers wouldnt talk and if the teachers talk, haha youre so dead. a concept like that kept in me for like 10 years, now they are telling me the rules of the direct opposite. But its better though:)))
I topped maths today, phew:))) But lessons were still as boring as ever.
Esmond likes Fang! ( that's what i see:))))
shhhhh shhhhh shhh go spread this hehehheeh:D
Love deborah

2007-05-26T08:51:00.000+08:00

Hie Precious!
hmmm im sooo tired here i didnt sleep well last night. Yesterday i just caught Pirates of the Caribbean with Rachel and Tracy. It was relatively nice and i enjoyed it a great deal:) plus, it was so funny!!! i spent most of my time laughing at dont know what. i sort of regretted spending all my ime watching Harry Potter, i should have watched Pirates of the Carribbean. Pirates of the Carribbean started showing at about the same time as HP. I feel like renting the POC DVD. I want to know the full story..
Ok i did a great sin of bullying a sick BK worker yesterday, she was so sick and she gave me the wrong change. She was careless because she was sick while i was mean not to correct her. But anyway, that's really what practical Singaporeans do isnt it?! Rachel by the way was just to honest a girl and i have to shut her up before she blurt out the truth. How honest she can be sometimes:)))
Anyway i had a great time with them and after the show i went to SuperCuts so accompany the girls. SC had many interesting workers esp the women, they were all so different from each other. Rach and i were camwhoring in the spare room. we were like making a fool of ourselves there. If only i can show one of those stupid-but-interesting pics ive got...
owww... my lesson's starting ive got to go. BYE BYE!!!
Loves:D

2007-05-23T13:39:00.000+08:00

HIe precious!
Hahas english just ended. later ill have Amaths, owwww im sooo tired.. And when i say this a real life example unfolds in frount of me, fang is sleeping on my shoulder, as if i don want to SLEEP!!! so TIRED!!! Life can be so mean at times.
During the english lesson today, Sharifah was like totally shutting herself away from me and fang. She only talked when siti was with her or we probed her to talk, its real irritating but i know she cant help it. At the end of the lesson, she just stormed away with siti without telling us, i know i have irritated her but it was really running onto my nerves. As friends, we must be real towards each other. Ive learned it the hard way therefore i dont want history to repeat itself.
I WANT THE OLD SHARIFAH!!!

2007-05-23T08:46:00.000+08:00

hie precious!
im now in school and im totally exhausted, not that i stayed up late but its just simply exhausted. Could it be ive gone way too unhealthy again, oh my god i hope not! this happened to me iwhen i was in sec two, oh god please dont let that happen to me again!
I havent finished my compo and im soooo dead, somebody, HELPPPP!!!!
im sooo drowzy what the hell should i do to wake myself up!!! its a long day for me today so if im feeling sooo drowzy even before lessons, what would happen after lessons? Coudnt think of it... oh god help!

2007-05-22T17:38:00.000+08:00

Hie precious....
School was ok for me today., i managed to finished all my assignments on time:) Not too bad though and lateri muster enough courage to ask Natasha about the skirt incident yesterday and i found out that its the guys who noticed it but kept quiet, but at least they told the girls to tell me... And lucky for me, the place was quite deserted at that time. owww how i respect those guys now... at least they acted blur in frount of me or else i would have died on the spot of shame... pheww... even the thought of the incident makes me want to bury myself in the garden..
After school i went to ask priscillia about the entry pass for the exams and saw her order of the delicious Macdonalds meal.. Soooo tempted. Fang then went atround poking about her stuff in search for our test papers hahas... after the visit was over our bags gained a kilo from the free booklets we smuggled away:DDD
Later, Fang accompanied me to visit my school. So touched by Fang:))) We took the bus 153 to a stop, then waited for bus 966 to get to my school bus there's this bus driver who didnt stop for us and left us waiting for the next one, which came 30 minutes later. By then, Fang was lik fumming within... We went to GMSS and i went straight to look for mrs Kaan for some test papers while Fang went about exploring on her own. The Teachers there almost treated us ike part of an invisible wall rushing pass us without even looking at us... I was like "HELLO! we are strangers here and you ought to be weary of us!" So we waited...waited...waited.. and finally Mrs Kann came out with the papers and we bade farewell.. we later went to the canteen to get something to fill our flamished stomaches. GMSS canteen seem to be the most welcoming o all ith hot cheap and delicious food:DDD After the meal, i brought fang to see the Band room, i was in total mess... ties, reeds, blazers and scores all sprawn on the dusty and musy smelling floor. It was so digusting when i saw some dead cocroaches here and there... YIKES!!!
I have this i-miss-GM bugs in me now.. HELP!!!
It'll be a long day tommorow hai........................

Hello Sweet!

2007-05-21T18:36:00.000+08:00

Hi,

Bye.

♡!

Let's go shopping.

2007-05-19T10:39:00.000+08:00

Hie precious! back from Social studies class and on my way to this library, i saw that dracular... hahas... i like his dressing sense... oh oh oh! fang just slampbed her bag on my poor finger and now it is soo hot compared to my other cold fingers... ohhhhhh pain. geog will b in another hour's time and im like stuck here.. pathetic.. Strawberry came today wearing that nice top purple strips... hai.. i dont have the figure to wear that. SO jealous!!!

2007-05-19T08:40:00.000+08:00

hie precious!
im now im school at 8:30am!!! this is one of the very very very rare moments when im this early in school, i really deserve a prize for this. Hahas, i saw ZM one the way to the library( shessh... i pretended not to see him)
There's this 52 Annual meeting in my skl later.. owws the whole canteen is closed... Fortunately though, the bookshop is opened so i can purchase my handysnack, stepstils!!!! wonder why must they have so many flavours, the original flavour is the BEST. People are weird.
Those relatives of mine are comming over later.i dont feel likegoing home early later.... totally not in the mood but i really have got to prepare myself... i dont want them to see me in my current state.. anyways, its actually ok! yar its definitely ok! what every i wear even without makeup i will still definitely be tonnes better looking compared to them.. wooow im being like so thick skin here.. BUT ITS THE TRUTH!
Shasha has taken ill and have lost her voice,but fret not! Im the best way to express herself, if she needs to. Hahaas dont kow if she'll be coming for lessons later though.. She does not sound good from the messagesshe sent to me. At least i still have faithful Fang who comes to school regadless of rain and shine, like me:)
owww immm getting sooooo thick skin here... really i need a lil boost of confidence once in a while right??:))))
My Mirror is still leaning agaist the wall, all wrapped up with plastic and my room has undergone some minor shifting her and there. But its definitely neat when i enter in the morning, but not after i leave the place an hour later... hahas for im the well known litter bug or even a mess bug...

2007-05-17T10:27:00.000+08:00

hie precious!
it has been a loong week and so far, i still managed to survive. wooows!!!
i feel so drained up this week ohh and ive gone way way way way way way way tooo fat... grr crave to get myself back in control. what ive learned so far? basically ive no mood to listen carefully. oh oh oh my Amaths remedial have been cancelled due to the high absentee rate. So now Jhiva's doing something so so so so drastic. He felt that the remedial teacher is better and requested for a change of teachers for out normal lessons...which is to say, he does no want mr teoh as a teacher. Its so strange... when i first came for a maths lessons, i didnt treated him as an indian for he was always talking in english with his side kick... but now that that side kick is gone, it hev been replaced by desh.. i felt shocked at first when they spoke in tamil, i literally sort of forgot he's an indian.haahs silly me again. And what made it stranger still is that when those march people came, i told desh that he looks like a little bro to Jhiva, now they really look like brothers, which i totally distaste. So does i mean that whatever i though about will come true someway or another?
The whole thing is so weird but this is sort of the way of life here in MDIS, cruel.
heart-wrenching, heart broken, crestfallen,dissapointed, doleful, tormented, miserable, pining....okokok this is NOT what i feel , we learned this SORROWFUL descriptions yesterday. really makes e wonder why cant the damn dictionary just like clasify all the saddiscritions together so we dont need to take so much futile trouble to fine thoses unearthly words. Those words that we were given are like only used by teachers, really! When ever have you read a book sayin something so 'chim'???
Grandpa is going to bring down two huge tables so as to facilitate our guests with enough room for steam boat. Bet the house will stink soooooooooo bad that day. OUr steamboat stove is like spoiled, OF ALL TIMES BUt NOW! 20++ people are comming, but the nly hing that concerns me is , i dont want those lil cousins of mine storming in and out of my room. But mummy wont let me lock the door... GRRRRRRRR...

2007-05-10T10:11:00.000+08:00

hie hie!!! finally after a looong week...
ive recieved m olevel timetable schedule on tuesday and its sooo packed, plus the timing is horrible!its like there is an exam everyday. But that cant be helped...so i have to just do my pat to study harder. the teachers have already finished the sec3 syllabus and are all heading to the sec 4 ones.
By the way, our mid years are in june. one week onlystarting from the 28th may to the 9th of march. anyway,i feel that they really have to start training us to have our exams in the hall for our exam venue will not be airconditioned:) i think that's the main issue hahas... i havent been sudying in unair conditioned places for a loong loong time.
i heard that my grand pa i goin to hold a mother's day celebration over at my house andhe called for the WHOLE of the leong family. So now poor mummy and daddy are thinking of ways to get 2 huge rund tables. i was thinking the best way to chase them away is to have it in the garden(feed the mosquitoes) and when is hot they will think of going home for we ill not on the aircon then wala! they will be gone within two hours. That's the best arrangement, however its so mean. I was thinking of buffet style which only requires one table and those people just get their plates. thats exatly like how they treated us when we go to their place. Not enough seats and only one kitchen table where all the food is.. give them what ever shit the gave us.. That's the Best treat for them! those selfish relatives of our's. What's more, i heard that my grandpa invited and aunty who once bad mouthed my father. Saying that he went overseas so to earn money to sustain the house and how we all greed for money then later she critisize how the family was neglected and my mum should be a house wife like her. I was like.... which sensible woman would want to sit at home to grow fats like her! If you are so jealous of us having this house than try hard to get one for yourself! But i guess she just dont have the capability that's why she makes so much noise. And one last thing.. MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS! i dont see my mum running around giving other's lectures of how to live, why must you be such a Pain!
OH OH OH!!!! THAKS FANG FOR THE GREAT HELP! LOVE YOU LOADS!!!!!
Oh yesterday we had amaths lesson and it was so pathetic only 8 people out of the usual 10 plus turned up for lessons and by the end of the lesoons, there was only 4 left, inluding me. all girls. Diva left to retreive her atm card and the guys left because they wanted to go overseas and whn they were in class they were chatting away non stop.
Every one of them have changed, strawberry, milk, gold and all for the worst. i guess i just have to keep a distance away from them.But one thing that up set me most is her... she changed. Really, i know she's acting all along but i just didnt say it out. She have changed regardless of all the excuses she gave. She no longer have that confidence she once have.But most importantly, i have to remind myself that i have come here to acheive better grade and shouldnt be bothered with those changes.

2007-05-05T17:16:00.000+08:00

i just came back from my humaniies lessons and guess what! That lesson was real pathetic, for ss only about 10 plus people turned up andGeog, that's even lesser.
it really makes me wonder what the hell have i eaten to gain so much weight! MDIS life is pampering me too much. okok ive got to go on diet really have to! ive gained so much weight!
Oh yar! Fan didnt come for the stayover because of her cousin. hai.... but nevermind! maybe next time:)
oohh my Amaths remedial teacher said that the lesson may be cancelled for the poor attendance.. i wonder what are those march people thinking of! this lesson is for them and only the january intake turned up for it instead of them. If they dont want to study, just leave! Why must you people spoil everything! if you dont want to learn, then quit! you save both your money and my eyes!
owwwww the mid years are getting nearer....

2007-04-25T14:12:00.000+08:00

hmmmm... i just sent sha sha off to the bus pick up point..
just cant descride how good i was today! i finish my work, all of it today.. wooow..
Fang is now next to me. by the way, i cant wait for friday to come!!!! Cause Fang will be comming over to stay at my house!!!! yeah!!! Hmmm imagine how much work i did to allow my mum to agree to it. Anyway, Fang just lost her phone in the library and its just a matter of few hours before she got herself a new phone.. wow! But still, its not the latest model, but its better than nothing isnt it! Hahahas.
oh yar, yesterday was practical and we've got our lab coats!!! its damn baggy but its real fun. Suddenly, every one seem to look so professional.hahhas..

2007-04-20T11:03:00.000+08:00

Hahas... my head sentence is starting to be like" owww i havent updated my blog for a looon loong time" . But really, that cant be helped, can it? im feel so sorry for this blog sometimes too! hahas
Aloooot of things have happend in my skl..
that for example, there's a time when the class went all in into bullying this guy called, Glen.Me and my friends cant tolerate that" i am so much better than you" attitude of their's and went all out to shut those people's mouths. Thinking that it would stop just then, the march intake came and along with them was an outistic guy. Outistics are people who just are not able to communicate with people and its really sort of an difficiency. And poor thing that he's in this school, the people including those MIs went to bully him. I was like, you ppl are so heartless! cant you see that he cant help it?! And so while helping him get out of trouble, we got ourselves into trouble.
I was like, how childish they can be! to make matters even more of a laughing stock,some of those who got involved are way above twenty and they behave worst than a sec one! They attempted to make me and sha upset by calling us names. However, we werent. Instead, both of us had this strong sense of pity that how is it possible that people of such age can behave like that? i guess its also another form of diefficiancy, is it? Poor little babies.
But one thing that i do know about that groups is that, they are those who worship the slim and the beauties(superficial). Although it seems bias but that's what the sociaty wants. They are real shallow though.imagine it me and sha were slim, i think we would have been able to control them like dogs.Trust me.
We are going to get our lab coats next wdnesday for practical, i cant wait! hahas.

2007-04-09T13:48:00.000+08:00

The class changing thing took effect today. I was cruelly seperated for sharifah, but fortunately, i still had Fang ying or i would have died. Joel was in my class = the worst thing ever to happen.
Should i say that it really isnt my day today? The class was horrible, most of the people werehorrible and the lesson was horrible and not to say the class test today. It was sooo hard! it really took me off my guard.
Most of my classmates are from the march intake. Some still ok...
I just hope that my life in this new class will go smoothly... phew!

2007-03-28T13:50:00.000+08:00

hie hIE! havent been able to use the comp at home so now here i am uzsing the school's comp and tell you this comp is realllll slow. Cant stand it, im now waiting for my amaths lesson to start. So bored but lucky for me, Fang Ying is now by my side waiting for my class tostart before she goes home... LOVE HER LOADS!!!
Guess what, she's also writting an entry on her blog, im going to link her soon...
Anyway, today is the last day Mr Charles is going to teach us and after this, he will be going to teach in a government school. Queenstown secondary. Goodness! how can MDIS be comparable with QTSS right! But one thing for sure, we are going to miss each other very very very much.
I heard news from the office that Fang Ying was the only one who scored full marks for the Streaming test(maths) feel so happy for her. FANG YING!!!! teach me MATHS!!!
Anyway, i also heard that i did quite well too!!! :)) LOVE ME LOADS!!!
ok, im going to study harder!!! jia you debbie!!!
ok, after i praised her, here she went calling me an INDIAN!!! goodness lar !
Im going to kill Glen one day for sure... GLEN YOU BETTER WATCH OUT!!

We are no fools

GO GO GO!!! FIGHT ON!!! :DDDDD

2007-03-23T16:05:00.000+08:00

Just went trimming my hair shorter yesterday, went i entered the shop, i was like" ooowwwwwi dont know how my procious hair will look like after this..help.." i have such great phobia to enter those tinny $10 haircut service shop. And i havent ventured into one for nearly a year. But after the getting a hair cut and doing a short interview with the hairdresser, i realised that i was sort of given the wrong impression about them. She told me that those jeanyip hair salons are popular because of their branding. And that almost most of the hair dressers went to the same type of schools. Arh... what a relief to hear that:)
But still i think, hair dressers from salons do superb hair cuts:)
After that hair cut i went to meet up my new tuition teacher, Andy. He's my ex- classmate. So glad to finally see a old friend again.. his maths is superb, i just dont know why he could understand the concept so fast while i cant. Weird. Anyway, i finally know the tricks from him.THANKS BIG BROTHER! If only i have brains like his to understand concepts like that.
But im contented to know that there are still people who have faith in me:)

2007-03-22T13:03:00.000+08:00

Ive just activated my concession card. After 10 years holding onto my student pass, my pressent card looks really weird without the MOE logo on the top. Its really something that have to get used to. And the membershp card that the school has promised me dont sem to come at all.
There would be a streaming class next week and that would determine if i could stay in the same class as Fang ying and Sharifah.. Sad!!!
So tempted to sleep, i slept at 2 yesterday for mugging for that short noticed Test comming up. So nervous.

2007-03-22T12:35:00.000+08:00

Ive come to know to write people's real names down when i do an entry. My previous entry brought out a great misunderstanding between me and my cousin. Obviously, my message for that woman was taken in by my cousin insteed. Call it really bad timeing. Ok, a brieve introduction, my cousin is rachel chiang from saint joseph's convent ans she's one year my junior.

And for who i wanted the message to be captured can be testified by my some of my friends really.

Rachel, do you really have so little trust and confidence in me, your cousin?
Coincedence is what i say, but really, why will i say that of you? Why would i ?
You must know, blood runs thicker than water. Really, whoever will talk bad of their own family and especially those so close to them?

That day was a really a great misunderstanding, needless to say. What was supposetly meant for a joke for me turned out to be and insult for you and your mum. And that, i only know it a week later.

But i treated your mum to much like a close friend, im sorry for that. It did not come to me that your mum thought of it as an insult. Beause among my friends, that just the way i talk to them, but they always played alog with me.

Now if any one will look at the tag that Rachel have written to me, you may think that it really sounds insulting and crude but look at the other side of it. You will get to see how protective and fillial she is to her mum. And for that, it should really be applauded.

But somethings that i should have taken notice of so long ago is, rachel and i have too much contridiction in personality, so much so that we always come into such heated arguments like this. And this comes from very simple misunderstandings. She's like the mimosa plant, pretty and pricky.

2007-03-19T17:04:00.000+08:00

I wonder what's the real defination of betrayers? what do people do to be considered a betrayer? Are betrayers people who make you look bad infront of others? or put words in other's mouth? \

I really wonder, just how many times ive been framed by her. Every time i try to convince myself that im just over sensitive or sth, i will loads of news regarding how mean, petty or even more nasty stuff about me. Now, in such a situation, is she considered a betrayer? is she?

When ever im around her she make me feel so bad which is to be later to be asured by the many evil stares from her family. Only with her, will my reputation is tainted so badly.

However, only with this, will i get to know the importance of an understanding family and trustable friends. Only with betrayers can the trust from them stand out. Call it a blessing in disguise.

i have been forced to see the good in the ugliest people.

i just want her to know that i too, can manipulate things to my own benifit, but i didnt. Because, in my dictionary, there is such a word called MORAL which stopped me.

i will not stoop down so low as to harm other people's reputation.

Now now now, i guess you wont be able to comprehend whatever i say. But i do understand why. So please stop acting innocent infront of me.

I believe you know what's Karma, dont you?

2007-03-05T15:02:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time since i last updated this blog. But really, alot of things have happened during this period. First of all there was the valentines day, then came the Chinese New Year. Last of all, some discoveries.
Valentines day have been very enjoyable this year in this school. It could be that the people here are more jovial compared to GMSS. Any way as far as i know,GMSS has always been a pile of shit anyway, regardless of how well you praise it. During valentines in GMSS, you can only expect one pathetic candy. MDIS is totally a different story. People will really spend money that day. i bought sweets and chocolates that day, but really regretted not being able to go out.
for chinese new year, it was a quiet on this year. i only got to visit two families and thats all.
on new year's eve, we had a ten course dinner at some restraunt. It was not enjoyable. i was like wearing a smiley mask the whole time. And those aunties went talking non stop, cant they just let us eat peacefully?! That's a nowander that they are in the insurence line. Irritating as ever. On the first day of CNY, i went to popo's house for dinner. Although it was a simple steamboat dinner, it was a nice one. At least the amosphere isnt that tense. Plus, i finally got a photo of my youngest cousin. He's just so cute in that chinese attire.
After like 3 whole months, i finally know the anmes of my classmates in amaths. NOte that there are only 5 ppl in that class. i think i really took a little too long. And i just noticed that there are such loosers in my class. hopelessly begging for attention and not acting their age. Pathetic.

2007-02-12T15:32:00.000+08:00

Finally, ive got the chance to use the comp... phew..
I have now been sort of completely confused by those women. Just last satuday, jacqueline went with me to the Fun fair and i confronted her about the backstabbing thing. She assured me that no one back stabbed me and that i was thinking too much, and for like few days after i was so relieved. And today when miki saw the pig that i have purchased during the funfair, first thing she said was" eww that's so ugly." that was real blunt..
From then, i started to have doubts on her. She was not that blund in her words when i first knew her, really. That made me wonder, is she the one? the tiger-under-sheep's-skin?
I could be wrong about the glenn thing. i heard from j that it was glenn who initiated the whole thing. But one thing that's for sure is, he really doesnt need to be bashed up right?
Call it silly or anything you like, this is what happend last Saturday...
Saturday, 10th February 2007
i was late yet again for SS lesson, really 8:00am is really too much! Regardless of what time i leave the house, i will just end up late for lessons. I was really not in the mood cause Fang yin and sharifa was in a different class and i was left alone in that class with those women. I felt totally threatened, like joseph in a lion's den. Anyway, their presence was totally taunting then.
But during the break, they came up to me and asked me to go with them to get food from shellpetrol station. On the way, J talked to me, saying how worried she was when she saw me came in. From her face, i could really tell that she ment it. she made me feel so at home. But as for miki, she didnt talk to me.
Then halfway through geography lessons, Sharifah told me that she cant go with me for she had something more urgent to attend to. Real sad ok!
After skl, when we were taking the shuttle bus, the guys were like going to all ways and means to please those girls. So much to the extend that they were sort of humiliating themselves.
But for these, i really cant blame them, i admit, they are pretty. But im not sure of it in the inside. But i asked Jacqueline to accompany me, cause she had nothing on that day. She readily agreed to the request. On the train, Miki went talking away with her while i seem to be sort of invisible throughout. After M left, i confrounted J on the Whole baggage of doubts. Jacquelin went " oh my god, y did you think that way?" I felt really relieved. So reliefed. i was glad that it was i who was over sensitive.

After awhile, we arrived at Woodlands, while Weilian gave us the directions to IJC.
When we reached the skl, he was waiting at the side gate carrying that Big Orange Umbrella. It was so sweet of him to shelter us all the way.
But after like 30 minutes, J's rashes acted up hid under shelter for half an hour. Poor thing, but it was really hot and stuffy that day. For the fist two hours, it was quite enjoyable as J filled me up with happenings from her class. Then Jiejun came to accompany us.
We went walking around the stores and J bought a pink heart-shaped balloon before leave to meet her friend. We walked her to the bus stop.
Me and jiejun toured around the field for like dunno how many rounds. There were plenty of games, 'food' and weird ppl there. We say a Dracular wearing braces doing some sun tanning. And some Orgries giving free hugs. I saw pei yi and aundrey there. And after the whole thing we still had $9 worth of tickets. But there was almost nothing we could spend it on so we descided to call it a day.
He really have some sort of charm to make us go all the way from Kembangan to Woodlands. When its ONLY a skl funfair.
I really enjoyed the Fun Fair and i bought WILLY home. Willy is my chubby little Piglet i bought there for 5 bucks, which is also the same one that M claimed was ugly.
After the whole thing, Jie jun had to go for band lessons at tiong bahru while i took 966 back home. I was so tired that i was sleep standing through out, poor thing..But to me, it was worth it.

2007-02-06T15:45:00.000+08:00

Thanks Sharifah and Fang ying for being there for me:)

Because of you, lessons are made more interesting.

If it havent for you, i would have exploded today.

Ill not forget Sharifah's big heart and fang's big hug!

LOVE YOU BOTH TO BITS!!!

BE KIND TO ANIMALS:) especially elephants and boars.

2007-02-06T14:57:00.000+08:00

This's the most disgusting tuesday i ever had. First, i had stomach ache in the morning than, there was that ever boring physics class first thing in the morning. how mean! Physics lesson today was apsolutely boring. I found Mr chek expecially irritating today... eww! But, chemistry was fine.. mr Anthony could no look even more welcoming compare to Chek. Mr A. gave us one whole stack of notes 5 cm thick in total, that's real heavy. But under his efficient teachings, i finally know how to do those horrendous chemistry equations. And that, is what i call accomplishment:)

Say that im over sensitive or that im procastinating, i have the feeling that M & J bad mouthed about me. Because it wouldnt be possible that ppl in their class could become so cold all of a sudden right?!

From the way that they discriminate Glenn was real childish and very insensible. But then, i was close to them and helping Glenn would be to my disadvantage. i really pity Glenn then, how he trusted them and there they go back stabbing him. What's more, they were accompanied by almost half of the class, which is all of the boys.
Really sorry Glenn.

SO WHAT IF YOU ARE FROM THAT COIUNTRY! i know ppl really adore you just because youre pretty and slim, COME ON! we are all humans and we do have feelings you know. You really should count your blessings. Its has been really to kind of me to help you out when you really help. I really shouldnt be so soft hearted.

One more thing, WHO THE HACK ARE YOU TWO TO SHOW ME ATTITUDE! im not your servant and i dont need you!

And now for that jack ass, dont keep laughing there. Do you think you are really that cute?! Goodness Gracious, go home and look at yourself in the mirror! NO! you shouldnt look for you'll scare the daylights out of yourself.

For the both of you, i once thought that both of you have great attitude and true enough. You both have such great disgusting attitude. That attitude that goes" cunning is my name and backstabbing is my game" You two are the most gorgeous creatures ever created on earth.

OK i admit im real mean over here but that's really what i think of you. if you feel offended
(provided you know i have been talking about YOU)
SORRY. And i really pity you for lossing a friend like me, that's really a waste. Haven't your mama taught you not to waste, but treasure what you have?

2007-02-02T13:19:00.000+08:00

hai.... so now my class ppl should be already at Pasir Ris Park already:(
Later, ill have Piano lessons again. That piano exam stuff will happen some where in March. NOTE! my playing still sucks.
im so real dead for that.
kk ive got to practice my stuff now... BYE!!!

2007-02-02T11:42:00.000+08:00

argh!!! i cant go for the class bbq for sure now....bet my mum ate some weird medicine yesterday. she's really not herself. i once thought her as an open minded person but now, she's all so narrow- minded. have reallll good luck then..
BUt anyway, i dont think many people will go though. Hot and sweaty just isnt my cup of tea.
really dont feel like going to skl tml, i still have no idea which teacher im under. But the thought of being in skl in a saturday afternoon just puts me off. Plus the morning SS teacher is such a irritating person and i hate that. I want to be under Mr Charles for SS!!
so tired and this irritating comp is atill jammed, why must all unpleasant things come in a row?

2007-02-01T14:05:00.000+08:00

ewwww hie!!! finally managed to write this. this is the 3rd week through MDIS:) totally feel so at home here. My first week here was great, teachers adn the ppl there are nice, real nice.
there's emaths and physics test every week, cause for that, we're under the same teacher. there would be a class BBQ tomorow at pasir ris park, pit 24. A handful of ppl are going there, but i dont really feel like turning up that day. hew....
the people here are really from all wakes of life. there are ITE ppl, JC ppl(dropouts), NA, NT and Express plus, some are even working.
in this skl, there are saturday classes, BUT, we are free on thursday and friday. so thats some how a bonus to study there. Wednesday is the hardest day so far because its from 0900 to 1900. Most of my teachers are male except for geography, and for that, its totally the opposite for what i have in GMSS.
Teachers and office admin ppl are always smilling and would not dare treaten you which is ANOTHER thing you would not expect in GMSS.
钱在做怪 and thats for sure. $6000++ to $20

2007-01-31T22:42:00.000+08:00

HIE!!! love my skl to bits..cant talk long now... ill update tml:)

2007-01-19T15:51:00.000+08:00

sooooo tired! i was almost late for skl today, goodness! only till i saw barry walking from the mrt station to skl did i know that im still on time. thank goodness!
had english today and the teacher is ms nornie, she so thin! quite interesting but from next week onwards ill not be under her any more. im suppose to be under some other teacher, how that teacher is a nice one:)
Jacaline is damn damn damn funny lar!!!

2007-01-17T10:47:00.000+08:00

A new life and a new beginning.

thats what i longed for, with all the past cast away.

thats what i want.

what ever that has happened to them is non of my business.

i will prove to all of you that you were so wrong.

2007-01-17T10:06:00.000+08:00

Hie!!! finally after 2 days i can use this computer. Now im waiting for time to pass before i go to school for Amaths. is Amaths that hard? why isnt anyone taking that subject? Although i dont always pass that but i have no bad impressions on that subject. weird though. this is the only lesson held in the meeting room, and from the size of the room, max would be 4 ppl. really, is it that bad?! ok now with the account of my first few days of school:)
15th january 2007,monday
Emaths lesson
Our teacher is Mr CHek. first he went introducing himself for like 1 hour. if i were sitting at the back, i would have dozzed off. After that introduction, he gave us worksheets and from the way he thought, i finally manage to understand some of the concepts which i originally did not understand. For that, i enjoyed the lesson a great deal. Barry and glenn was in my class. Jagades and jerome was in the other. Sad, but i made new friends too,so its not too bad:) class ended very punctually.
16th january 2007,tuesday
Science Lesson
Physics was before chemistry. And guess who's the teacher? Mr chek again. he went introducing himself yet again before he start the lesson. it went on fine, i understand the whole stuff so i ended up waiting for him to finish with his explanation.
Chemistry later was erm, a little boring, i dont know why. the teacher is Mr Anthony lawrence. he's quite nice. he jokes a litte, but cant stop myself from dozzing a little.he told us that our class will most likely be split into two again. i hope ill be in his group... i dont want all my lessons under mr chek.

2007-01-12T14:13:00.000+08:00

2 more days before skl starts.
Now that woman says that she has 4 other besties accompanying her.How dead can i be!!!
i cant stand it... are indians the majority? where are all the chinese?! ill saffocate and die in there... HELP!!! im not raciese but its real scary, can imagine that chinese are minority, its just like going to an indian skl now.
how much worst can the situation be... say it that im dreading to go to skl now...
ive just went viewing my previous posts, how i missed my old life so much! getting angry over the littlest thing and the helplessly lost feeling. i didnt know i was so weird..wooots!!!!
By the way, jiu yew havent talked to me and its been 6 or even 7 whole months of that miniature cold war..goodness me. For that im really sorry ok..
I APOLOGISE TO JIU YEW FOR WHAT IVE DONE. SORRY.
ok so now ive done my public apology..but still even after 7 whole months im still unclear of the reason..
i heard that a hand full of my class ppl have gone to MI for the first 3 months..
the moment i thought how pathetic i was, i looked around and found out that im actually not in such a bad shape..
anyway, there shouldnt be much regrets for my secondary school cause i did treasure my time there. ok at least i dont have any enemies there right:)

2007-01-11T14:47:00.000+08:00

DONE!!i finally manage to changed that blog skin.Ive waited far to long to do that anyway.
School's starting at the 15th, ive got mixed feelings about going to skl. quite worried.
Argh i just cant stand it, call it that blogger is making so much problems or watever shit. i just cant change the background for her, THAT, is enough to flar me up.
why does blogger keep having those new bloger comming up and making it sound just sooo perfect. its real misleading! now i cant do the background for her.
IM REAL SORRY ABOUT THAT.

2007-01-09T11:59:00.000+08:00

5 more days to SCHOOL STARTS!
Rachel cant stop critisizing me lar! goodness.. after all ive done for her. WOW. ive got such a big heart!I still love her even after all this.
really love this woman to bits! so i did found a true friend in deed! totally grateful.
anyway, Marilyn, its time for you to change your blog. Really. miss you to bits, haven seen you for a while though:)
hey! lets go out again!!
J! its time for you to stop calling me names for heaven's sake! i told you to go for modelling!!! go for it! you have the face ok! yar lets go out again soon

2007-01-05T13:34:00.000+08:00

Nelly Furtado- All good things come to and end

Dogs were whistling a new tune

Barking at the new moon

Hoping it would come soon so that they could die

Honestly what will become of meI

don't like realityIt's way too clear to me

But really life is daily

We are what we don't see

We missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust

Lovers to friends

Why do all good things come to an end

Travelling I always stop at exits

Wondering if I'll stayYoung and restless

Living this way I stress less

I want to pull away when the dream dies

The pain sets it and I don't cry

I only feel gravity and I wonder why

And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day until the feeling went away

And the clouds were dropping and the...

The rain forgot how to bring salvation

The dogs were whistling a new tune barking at the new moon

Hoping it would come soon so that they could die

2007-01-05T12:21:00.000+08:00

3rd january 2007
my lil bro is officially in Eunos primary, primary one. I couldnt imagine how fast he took to get up:) but to get up at 6:45AM is killing!!! i cant get up! my bro left for school at 7:05AM.
Later that day, at about 7:45, i left home to try out the bus route for school, 93, it was real long! my school is situated at queenstown and that bus brought me from eunos to bishan, bishan to macritche resevior, than finally to my school. An HOUR!! it was horrible. but thanks to marilyn, she accompanied me through the phone. or i could have died of boredness. love her loads:) after that we met up at aljunied macdonalds for breakfast and on the way there i met ying yin. she've permed her hair.
Around 12pm, we made our way to GMSS to pass christmass presents to my juniors. when i reached there they were in the hall, so we went walking around. i saw the Sec 1s, they were real tall and i cant stand it. Then, minutes later is saw the new sec 4s and 5s, i felt totally weird.
only when i saw my juniors, did i realised how much i missed them. jeslin have yet again grown taller and simin has rebonded her hair.
Schools keep all the sociaty dropouts. those are the people who dont have the simple knowledge of customer service. they pull their already-damn-long-faces at everybody. i went to GMSS's office to enquire about somethings and there they went pulling their faces yet again, i was like" HELLO! DO I OWE YOU ANYTHING! WHY GIVE ME THAT FACE!"
i finally understood why most of them are mot married.

2007-01-01T23:31:00.000+08:00

Hello 2007!
Finally after that long wait. Many things happened in 2006..heartbreak, failure, grief. i really hope that 2007 will be better.
Went to WILD WILD WET! i forgot to put on sun block. imagine 4 hours under that sun gorgeus sun, i ended up like char siew. But it was quite fun, my bro should have drank about 1 litre of chloride water at the shiok river:) my arm and face hurts!!!!!!!!!!

2006-12-26T14:25:00.000+08:00

Transexuals are gorgeous!!!
they have perfect everything except for voice. wonder if they have beards.
finished working at that flower shop, earned a grang total of 60 bucks.
On the first day, it was real fine. played around with the flowers and went sneaking off halfway. it was relatively good. In the evening, we saw transexuals! uncle later brught us to have claypot rice for dinner. da yi zhang scolded me for my skirt.
Second day at work, i have trouble waking up. so damn tired. whaile clearing the old flowers, we saw a huge caterpillar. gross. from then on, we didnt touch the flowers at all. we saw the transexuals again and they were soooo tall. hmm why do i sound as if i saw giraffes in the shpping centre? i found my darling that day too:) aunty gave us all christmas presents. later went to rach's house for christmas dinner. we forgot to go burn our marshmallows. haix, after all those planning. that night i stayed over at rach's house. How dare she call my darling dodo. Anyway not as bad as her's... but she have loads of them, what kuku, popo and moomoo.
Third day, all of us were late. suppose to be at the shop at 11:30 and we ended up waking up at 11:30. we reached the place at 1:30, there were not many customers that day. i called mummy to go out shopping for clothes and she end up scolding me for my flared skirt. uncle let us go off early, pus he still paid us. lucky. went shopping with rachel and tracy. bought nail polish, ear studds and jeans.
went home that day and started opeing my presents. loved it.

2006-12-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

HELLO WELLOS. Rachel's here AGAIN. Why? Cause that pig's too lazy to blog, tskkkkkkkk. So anw, she just abandoned me here alone, blogging for HER. Zzzz! Where got like that one lah! Stupid cousin. Zzz, hahahahahaha. Okay, aiyah, I got nothing to say man. Hahahaa, ciaosss! :D

I LOVE MY COUSIN!

2006-12-22T12:37:00.000+08:00

Its 7 more days to orientation..
How am i suppose to have 4 passport size photos! I dont want the one that im in school uniform! thats totally disgustiong! maybe tml ask rach for some advice.But where can i have those things!
This school is really asking too much.. ive got to go to that place at 9am!
woooos i guess what ive predicted is all true... my friends really were enjoying their holidays. Anyway, im going the totally different direction unlike them, so i shouldnt be bothered about their doings, should i? ok one whole load of uncertainties here.
Heard that there's going to be a class bbq at some seaside place today, maybe east coast.
really dont have any intention to go at all, i cant stand seeing my classmatesenjoying themselves and me the invisible. WHY MUST I TORTURE MYSELF!!!
Marilyn is so me.

2006-12-20T19:15:00.000+08:00

A promise is a curse.

If you break the promise, the curse befalls on you.

2006-12-20T12:43:00.000+08:00

thanks rach!for that skin:)
she's doing that for marilyn too.. how generous.
rach only talks to dead people, like me.. heard that she've been cursing ppl to die laterly. so mean right?! but medical technologies have improved a great deal and ppl were revived from the dead. lonely rach...
tried painting my nails blood red, its soo disgusting, rach said i was emo to paint it black.
i was just reading chingay's blog and my respect for him has fallen a great deal. wonder why he've been so dependent on JC? and his perfect eniglish..' wanna', 'sia'.. oh my goodness. nowander WY can go to sec 5.

2006-12-18T13:40:00.000+08:00

registered for MDIS...
20 ++ have registered already. there wold be an orientation on the 30th and its at 0900! sooo early! guess ive got to start training mself to sleep and get up early...
went to mummy's office after the registration stuff. mummy took some pics of the office for rememberance, cause they would be shifting to somewhere new today. i think its amoi st near shenton way.SAD... after like 10 years of working at that place.
went for some shopping at Isetan, Tangs and Takashimaya. went to MANGO and i saw the top i bought for $55 on 50% discount! wth! i bough that stuff less that one month ago! but at least, my skirt isnt on discount.
ive got rachel's, tracy's, yunen's, yuheng's presents ready. As for AnAn, he dismentaled his present on the spot. mumy actually bought dough for yuheng and only changed it when i said he eats everything in that's in his way. so she gave it to yun en instead, i think yun en would feed the dough to yuheng then:) just heard that tifffany is going to give rach a pencil case:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

2006-12-18T13:20:00.000+08:00

prom night = fashion parade?
just read the sunday times and there was an articale about this. when i read that, the first though was " exactly! the school wants us to help boost our econemy.." why cant teachers just hold the proms in skls instead? must it really be retraunts? as if they have enough money for that..
come to think of it, isnt it totally ironic? in school they literally begged students for donations and for prom, they choose a 5 star hotel. crazy

2006-12-14T17:32:00.000+08:00

Okay hello everyone. Rachel's here to help her blog cause she think that there's nothing interesting that's happenening in her life and she's bored to death. Oh no, she's busy watching My Girl. Zzz, so anyway. I'm bored. :(

Oh well, talking to her on the phone now. Hahaha, somehow chatting. -.- Eh! Your that annoing friend's (Tsk) being a total madman. Just hack care him lah, don't go bother to reply. Haha. Well, he believes that you are with her whattttt. :D So hack him. Haahaaa, and I thought his phone's confiscated?! o.O? Funnayye.

Anywayyyyyyy, can we go cycling!? We havent gone cycling for ages! And the next time, Baby's coming along okayyy. :D :D :D :D :D :D

Haha, okay bye. I want to play game. I love you man! <3

2006-12-10T13:32:00.000+08:00

My family is under attack by flu virus. And now i finally got me.. lil bro i still fine though.lil brothers can be sosososo irritating, i will not forget ow he betrayed me the other day.
Anyway, i was suppose to go register to MDIS yesterday and i woke up late. miss the registraion time. now i have to wait till next week, hope there are still places available. i heard that some 20 people hae already registered.